Light was so Bright
© 2001 Sandra Mello

Oh the light was so bright
I needed to hide
the beauty terrorized me
so I crawled in a hole
and sealed all the cracks
waiting for sanctuary

Raw and abraded
debased and alone
I dug the grave of my choice
A one-room apartment
just big enough
to hold my lover close

I love you
I love you, I love you I do
but I want to die anyway
Cause I sucked down my lover
my lover is gone
cauterizing my veins

Oh the light was so bright
I needed to hide
the beauty terrorized me
so I crawled in a hole
and sealed all the cracks
waiting for sanctuary

Well the grave that I dug
and where I laid down
was not a good place to rest
For what must be God
keeps bringing me back
and tells me to stop playing dead
playing dead, playing dead
playing dead, oh lord I'm dead

Get up and walk
Get up and walk
Get up and walk with me
for the light was so bright
I needed to hide
the beauty terrorized me